Neighbours

I don’t know what’s happening with my family.  First Nicola and all her lies, and then Mum's been keeping a secret from Dad all these years.  And then, Dad kissed Nicola!   It was really hard to know what to say to Mum.  I have been so awful to her.  She told me I should forgive Dad, that it was just a mistake.  I don’t know, I just want things to go back to the way they were before Nicola came in to our lives.  She's ruined our whole family.  I hate her. I really, really hate her! 

The party was great… full of dramas as usual, but Dec had fun.  Oliver broke the news to Dec that he had accepted a job in New York, so that was hard for him but he was happy for Oliver.  He’ll miss him.  We all will.  He can be a creep sometimes, but he’s alright!  Not as cute and gorgeous as Dec, so as long as he’s sticking around, I don’t mind!  Poor Rebecca though, she’ll miss him.  And Carmella and Chloe.  It will be hard for them. 

And Rach and Ty sang Unforgettable again.  I didn’t see them sing it the first time, so it was really cool. They were awesome.  I couldn’t help but think about how much my life has changed, in such a short time.  Now I'm in a great, kinda adult relationship with Dec.  Although we haven't gone all the way, yet!  But we will be together forever, so we can wait. 

The rest of the week in Ramsay Street has been one to remember.  Angus came out of prison and he had dinner at the Kennedy’s house.  Crazy stuff!  Rachel is really battling against it right now.  I might not agree with what she’s doing but I really do respect her ability to stand up and fight for what she believes in.  I found out it was Ringo who spray-painted the words PERV on the front of Angus’ place.  He can be such a dork sometimes!   

Josh and I were having coffee after we had bumped in to each other at the hospital and Declan and the guys walked in.  We were only catching up but you should’ve seen Dec, talk about Neanderthal man!  Just to show Josh up he told everyone it was his shout and that they could order whatever they wanted.  I was a bit embarrassed, I told him later he has nothing to prove because I love HIM, but he just didn’t believe me.  He’s so insecure about Josh.   I had been thinking about getting a tattoo, and this made me realise that I really wanted to do it.  As a surprise for Dec’s birthday.  What better way can you prove to someone you love them than getting their name tattooed on your backside!      

I think I did give Josh mixed messages though.  It was just so nice seeing him again, and it gave me something else to think about outside of my weird family dramas.  But, I’m not interested in him if that’s what he thinks.  I’m in love with Dec.  I just thought we were mates.  So I met with him to tell him to stop texting me.  He said his intentions were only friendship anyway, but I don’t know…. Then Dec saw us.   It’s always the way, when you keep the truth from someone, they always find out!  I should’ve known better than to go behind Dec's back.  Dec was really upset, I felt so bad.  Thanks to Josh! 

Then Donna came along with the fake idea, she’s such a freak sometimes but at least she came through with this.  I had to prove to Dec that I love HIM.  When I got to the tattoo parlour I was freaking out.  Honestly…. It actually hurt more than I thought it would, but it was SO worth it.  Dec LOVED it.  Now we’re stuck together forever, so there is no need for anymore jealousy or insecurities.  

I can’t believe Donna though, she’s after Josh now…. She called him a “paraletic” instead of paraplegic.  Man, she can be so dumb, but then she can also be pretty cluey too.  I can’t work her out!  She was flirting pretty badly with Josh at Declan’s party, she looked like a bit of a fool if you ask me. 

Apart from the dramas, we had a cool time at Dec's party, until Donna's gatecrashing mates stormed it and we had to kick them out.  We had a lot of cleaning up to do!  But hey, what’s a party without a few dramas here and there, and a bit of out of control behaviour!